the HEART..my HEART & it's thoughts..

The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure.
       Who can understand it?
            -Jeremiah 17:9-

So much has happened. 

Right now my life is blessed. No where near perfect but not awful enough to complain. I've continued to surround myself with positive people and I'm always surrounded by love. I've even found a love much deeper than I ever thought possible. I guess my life has taken a turn for the better.


But just recently...very recently, there's a confusion in my heart. I talked it over with my housemate last Saturday...I needed someone to pray for me.. (thank you Tims!). I guess Im just too impatient to see clear answers to my questions.

...if you had the chance to just get away.. would you?
Start over with only some simple people you love and adore.
Leave behind those who brought you either a heartbreak
or a simple band aid on your heart.

I really dont know.
I couldnt figure out yet on what to do next and which way to go.
I guess I am just too confused right now.
I mean, my heart is.

I need to seek God more on this area.
I know my God is sovereign.
My heart probably is deceiving me... misleading me.

I dont know....

Well, again.. I must seek him more...
and I hope to get clear answers so soon.
I dont want to be confused esp with a heart issue.

I think for now I'll just have to continue to pray
and give God the glory for all he has done, is doing and will do in my life.  I think I should learn how to wait patiently...
....to patiently  wait on God. 
I think I must learn how to enjoy this season instead of thinking too much.

I think I should rest now... my mind, body and my heart need to rest.