"confessions"

Di ko ganahan mag drama but i just simply want to share my sentiments and just let it out through this outlet. hehehe.. Di ko ka explain sa ubang mga butang ug panghitabo sa akong kinabuhi sa mga ni-agi nga buwan. (hehehe... am trying to write things in Bisaya... i just couldnt write it all in Bisaya). Overwhelming lang kaayo ang tanan!

It's nothing important or serious... minor lang gyud ni (trust me) but I just cant explain it further.

" I am falling for someone... it started with a dream. I guess some of you have read it on how things started. I ignored it because I know I SHOULDNT FALL. Not yet. I am enjoying the season.. but sometimes I get so impatient with it, that I wrestle with God na for me to get a clear answer to each of my questions. I cannot read this person's mind and heart... it's only God who knows what is in his heart and who is in his heart.. I want to know it but God is telling me to wait and be patient. I told God na I would want to be pursued by this specific guy and not by anyone else (lain man hinuon ang muduol..heheh..worse, unbelievers pa gyud). I hate to admit this but God has been telling me to let go of my impatience.. It wouldnt do me any good. hmmmm... *sigh*   

Well... the good thing though is that He gave me the security and the assurance that 'I will receive whatever request I have, because I obey Him and do the things that please Him',(1 John 3:22). And got this word too--> "But these things I plan wont happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, wait patiently, for it will surely take place. It will not be delayed. (Habakkuk 2:3).....Ug sa dihang nahilum ko cos I know that God is right... I am at peace now with what He just reminded me of.  Na ulaw sad ko kadiyot..hehehe.. God will never change, He will remain faithful forever and He will fulfill all the promises that He has for me at the right time & right season... and lastly, it is true that Everything will be beautiful in His time."